It's almost becoming a pattern with me. My blog entry’s
tweets and strides in life motivate me. It's no different from a rapper going
on about what they want, have, and where they been to get to where they are. Or
plan to be in the future. Right now my thoughts are love. So what would be
better than Valentine’s Day to post a blog on defining love? Not that I don't
have other goals. It's just what happens to me when I get in my routine. Find a
guy or they find me, start a conversation which leads to a happy loving
relationship. Then we split up. I take a year break, and run into another guy.
So on and so on. ALWAYS with the intent on not falling......and then I come to
that never ending fall off the most dangerous cliff I could find. I always
survive, but the pain and bruises after getting caught up always leave a small
scar. Getting trapped on that eerie emotional roller coaster and facing battles
that have you debating your personal choices in life. Convincing yourself
with.. "I should stay because, "or "He really does care about
me!" All while thinking others don't stand a chance leading towards the terrible
uncomfortable feeling of being kept a secret to the one you love
unconditionally. Is this love? So many people these days define love by what
they see in a romantic movie, a love song or with someone close. Not saying
that it can't be true, but is it for you? Can you base your love off of a fairytale or
others perceptions?
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