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A page from my own Reality
It's funny how in one of my blogs I asked, "How do you know when and who deserves a second chance?" Mainly because those I know I've hurt, I wanted to know when I was going to get mine. Now I find myself in the same situation, wondering should I allow someone back into my life. It's crazy because this person meant so much to me, but I'm just not sure if it's worth getting hurt again. Not that it would be a relationship, just having them there PERIOD!!! The crazy part is this was one of the very few people I was able to be myself with in such a short period of time. It's just now......... I'm not sure how much I will be able to trust this person..at least not as easily as I did before. I want someone to be honest to me about who they are and what they want. I DON'T want to hear that, "I lie to you to protect your feelings BS!!!" I'm not ready to jump for joy and say everything that I have planned for myself just yet. It's as if we are meeting for the first time, but I already have an idea of what their capable of type of deal. Change does seem visible, but with age, sometimes comes wisdom, you could have just perfected your craft...but with all fairness, people are capable of growing up and learning from their mistakes. Like I've said before. "Never under or over estimate what someone is capable of doing. I'm going to allow them to show me that they have changed for the better, instead of cuff them to their mistakes for the rest of their lives. No one wants to hear about their past when they're making an effort to do and be better. Only time will tell, and I'm going to follow my own true thoughts and see what happens. I'm a stronger person, so the only thing that could happen is to live, learn and keep it moving.
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