Reality Dreamer: 2011

Monday, October 10, 2011

Monday, October 3, 2011

Dance for you Lyrics Beyonce.wmv

A page from my own Reality

It's funny how in one of my blogs I asked, "How do you know when and who deserves a second chance?" Mainly because those I know I've hurt, I wanted to know when I was going to get mine. Now I find myself in the same situation, wondering should I allow someone back into my life. It's crazy because this person meant so much to me, but I'm just not sure if it's worth getting hurt again. Not that it would be a relationship, just having them there PERIOD!!! The crazy part is this was one of the very few people I was able to be myself with in such a short period of time. It's just now......... I'm not sure how much I will be able to trust this person..at least not as easily as I did before. I want someone to be honest to me about who they are and what they want. I DON'T want to hear that, "I lie to you to protect your feelings BS!!!" I'm not ready to jump for joy and say everything that I have planned for myself just yet. It's as if we are meeting for the first time, but I already have an idea of what their capable of type of deal. Change does seem visible, but with age, sometimes comes wisdom, you could have just perfected your craft...but with all fairness, people are capable of growing up and learning from their mistakes. Like I've said before. "Never under or over estimate what someone is capable of doing. I'm going to allow them to show me that they have changed for the better, instead of cuff them to their mistakes for the rest of their lives. No one wants to hear about their past when they're making an effort to do and be better. Only time will tell, and I'm going to follow my own true thoughts and see what happens. I'm a stronger person, so the only thing that could happen is to live, learn and keep it moving.

Monday, August 29, 2011

B stands for EVERYTHING

Watching Beyoncé's performance last night and I almost cried. I'm starting to get soft. It's the way she began the performance and gave hints saying the love growing inside her. The way her performance was so FLAWLESS and inviting. She truly chose the best song to bring in the news that's Jay and her are expecting. The way Jay Z and Kanye reacted after the performance was perfection...I'm getting Goosebumps just talking about it. She really knows how to do it all. There's is seriously nothing that she couldn't do. I bet if she ran for President she'd have no problem getting in the White House. I must say that B is one of my favorite singers. She always finds a way to create a new element to her brand. She's like a series of movies that you can't wait to see. A suspense novel that leaves you wondering WHAT'S NEXT???? How can you not respect someone like her. The way she creates a new sound with each album, ignites the stage with her full out performance and creates a connection that you feel the moment you lay eyes on her. It's as if she grows musically every mill second. She makes you want to work harder to develop yourself as a brand. I already know that their baby or babies will be more than special. It's in their genes. With two wonderful role models to help guide them, that have so much drive and inspiration inside them. I was already excited that they started creating music together...dating than marriage. Now a wonderful bundle of joy to add to the picture perfect family. You can tell that they're truly in love by the way that they support each other. When they speak of one another you melt hoping to one day have that love to endure. I will never get over their reaction after the performance. A visual that will forever stay in my mind. The song that she performed last night is playing as I'm writing this. Listening to her music alone you can tell how much in love she is...and I love it. The ways she's so versatile with her vocals, the passion and emotion. I'm more than happy for them and the family, and looking forward to the moment that we meet.